chun0025

sometimes i wish ....................................

2009-10-22T13:33:33Z

Have you ever wished that you are someone else that you are not ? If given a choice what kind of person you wish to be ? If you ask me, well i would say that sometimes i really really hope that i am a BITCH . Yes your eyes are not deceiving you. Deep inside me, i guess being a bitch sometimes beats being a nice person who always accomodate and say yes to others because at least ....

You wouldn't get pushed around
You would be taken seriously
You wouldn't be taken for granted
You would feel better lashing out at FUCKING irritating people on the MRT who tried to chop seats for their friends when you are already in front of the seat and they purposedly occupy 2 seats with their FUCKING BIG ASSES. GOSH I REALLY WONDER WHY THE BIRTH RATE IN OUR COUNTRY IS DECLINING WHEN THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WITH FUCKING BIG ASSES. IF THEIR ASSES ARE AMPLE ENOUGH FOR 2 SEATS, WHY CAN'T THEY GIVE BIRTH TO CONTRIBUTE TO THE DECLINING BIRTH RATE ? DOESN'T THE OLD CHINESE TRADITION SAYS THAT WOMEN WITH BIG ASSES HAVE A HIGHER ABILITY TO GIVE BIRTH? WHY NOT PUT THE BIG ASSES TO USE AND CONTRIBUTE TO THE SOCIETY INSTEAD OF BEING THE PARASITE OF THE SOCIETY BY PUTTING OUR COUNTRY TO SHAME BY DISGRACING US WITH THESE UNGRACIOUS WAIT I SHOULD SAY UNCIVLISED BEHAVIOUR !
People appreciate you for who you are by accepting ur flaws
You can get the respect you so deserve for just being u

In any case, i am not going to be nice and be a yes girl ALL THE TIME. Push ur luck any further, you are stepping on the toe's of a bitch. Yes a REAL BITCH. YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT? WELL THAT'S UR PROBLEM, DON'T MAKE UR FUCKING PROBLEM MY PROBLEM ! SO IF YOU ARE UNHAPPY ABOUT IT ................ i got 2 words to say : FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What i really want to say is .................

2009-10-02T16:02:36Z

I really don't care how people see me . Frankly speaking , call me fat, stupid or ugly for all i care . Like i would spend half a day wallowing . Like it would affect my confidence. Yup i guess that's what i want to say. A short, sweet and simple post. * roll eyes* As if i would write a super long emo post to rant.......

chun0025 @ 2009-09-07T23:42:00

2009-09-07T16:10:30Z

Time really flies and wow..... it's week 5 of the school term. Oh before i forget here's an update of what i have been doing since i last blogged
List of events ( not in order)
Cut my hair ( a decision i totally regretted cos it is very troublesome, not to mention it is not exactly appealing..... i want my old hairstyle back!!!!!!)
FOC
Jash
Birthday "celebration" ( ya that include me geting ponded..........)
and FYP FYP FYP ........................................
You know the funny thing about my FYP is that i am doing on cyclists when in fact i have no clue on how to cycle. Ironic right ? I guess i never got ard to learn cycling even though the opportunities arise. But i guess i got to learn it sooner or later. I got to let go of things that are never going to happen. I guess i was just waiting for him to fulfill his promise or should i say i was being silly to only let him be the one to teach me how to cycle. I guess it was sort of like a thought that so long as i have yet to learn cycling, he will come back to teach me . Silly silly thought. Yupps i am getting rid this thought. From now onwards, cycling to me would be a normal thing. Yupps i don't really care who would be teaching me cos i REALLY WANT TO LEARN HOW TO CYCLE. It would just be a normal activity anyway right. I guess when i arrived to this decision to learn how to cycle without him, I guess it is a clear sign that i am letting him go. In front of my friends, i might act strong and give that "never give up" atttitude but actually i am already giving him up slowly bit by bit. It is painful but yet i know that i will be able to do it .This is a definite fact.

I hope you are happy wherever u are... best wishes for everything u do... i am sure u will succeed

touched....................

2009-07-27T11:18:23Z

was lying on my bed yesterday when i suddenly burst into tears. The reason ???   i was touched greatly and deeply by my UAN friends. Touched that they insisted to give me the UAN customary greeting hug despite knowing that i just recovered from fever and flu, despite the HINI scare that looms singapore. I went to the YEC musical yesterday that was produced jointly by UAN and Pars Ris Elias YEC. After the finale, our dear talented UAN artistes went out of Raffles Jublilee Hall into the reception area for photos. Hugs and congrats were exchanged. Due to the fact that i just recovered from my sickness, i refrained from hugging my artistes friends in case the virus in me was still active. However when i told one of them that i was still recovering, he insisted that he doesn't care and that he still wanted to give me the customary hug despite the risk of spreading. Another friend assured me that she was strong and proceeded to hug me................. was so touched can!!!! My eyes were brimming with tears as i wrote this post. Never did i expect that during the dark period when i was sick/recovery state, i felt so much warmth
I know i haven mentioned much about UAN in my blog posts but i am going to do that now.........   I couldn't help but admit that UAN had become an integral part of my life....... True i have made many many mistakes.......... but still luckily i got a 2nd chance.. wait it should not be 2nd chance but many chances have been given to me. Opportunities are still given to me to go for auditions, performances........  Especially after the musical yesterday about hopes, dreams and passions made me realise that i shdn't waste my chances anymore. Being a university student cum artiste had made me realise that time is very precious because both roles are demanding and needs my time. As for now, i am focusing more on my studies hence the artiste me got to lie back for a while. Besides that i got to learn to break out of my shell. I got to remember that on stage i am no longer Andrea Chung but an actress or a singer or a dancer or a host whose basic duties is to entertain the crowd..... i don't deny the fact that i want to be a world class actress ya u haven't seen wrongly. Yes i want to be.. and will strive towards it ....   and i dared to put this dream on my blog.... i dun care if anyone is gonna laugh at me. Years ago, when ppl ask me what is my ambition, i dun dare to say i wanna be an actress cos i am afraid of their snickers, smirk and everything.. but now... it's different... i will proudly proclaim my ambition cos i believe if i dun even have the guts to say what i want, how am i going to succeed in getting my goals....
Saying thus........   i truly hope that my new year resolution for next year ( ya i noe it is a bit early but no harm rite =) ) is to learn dancing and singing well as well as to further inprove my acting and hosting skills. A world class actress is not only just an actress but she is a world class well rounded artiste as well.

i am still alive

2009-07-24T10:33:01Z

Hello !!! just blogging to say that i am still alive and kicking. 10 weeks flies in a blink of an eye and soon i finished my attachment!!!!! wheeee
But alas i was sick for the past few days and these few days had been a bitch for me. Darn felt like my precious holidays been wasted.
Anyway an update on what i would be doing for the following weeks

Performance rehearsals
Tuition
Driving lessons ( that is if i dragged myself to go for lessons)
Hall camp ( tentative)
School

I wanna go out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bryan!!!! when are u free!!! u have been flying our aeroplanes. owe both me and felicia a drink haha

YESSSSS EXAMS are ooooooooooooover !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T09:37:30Z

Hello world, i am done with my exams........ at least for like 3 months plus. Hahahahaha almost fooled you guys into thinking that i am going to graduate soon. Well if you look at the surface, it seems like i have an ideal graduate life. Finished papers within the 2nd week of the exam period, going to start work soon in like 2 weeks time whilst others are still hunting for jobs.................
Well on the 2nd thought............. i finish my exams early BECAUSE IN THE 1ST PLACE, THIS IS NOT MY DEFAULT ACADEMIC SEMESTER , I SHOULD BE ON IA, HENCE OF COURSE SINCE THERE IS NO CORE YEAR 3 COURSES THIS SEM, I HAVE MORE FREEDOM TO CHOSE MY SUBJECTS TO GIVE ME A DESIRED TIMETABLE.
Second, i am going to start work in a few weeks time BECAUSE IT IS MY ATTACHMENT !!!!! I GOT TO CLEAR IT IN ORDER TO GRADUATE OH YA DID I MENTION THAT I STILL HAVE A YEAR TO GO COS I AM ONLY IN 3RD YEAR.
See i told you guys to look closer muhaahhhahhahhahahah.........

Hokkaido!!! here i come this may

2009-03-07T18:52:30Z

Our race to Tokyo Towers in 2007 ... i was super shagged

Goodness i can't believe it! I am going to Hokkaido yums yums. Gastronomic experience awaits me .............

Mmmmmm hahahah all this talk is getting me hungry. Well i can't wait to sink my teeth into Hokkaido's seafood

delights . Oh my gosh   Mmmmmm... i can't wait . Japan !! i am back again . hahahh . Went to Tokyo during Dec

2007 with my uni friends as a school trip. It was sooo fun. Hahahahh   with all the "Butah" jokes revolving ard me

i had posted some pics of it earlier in my previous posts.

2007: while waiting for dinner in Tokyo

hahah CEE Tokyo trip 2007 sure rocks

wish me good luck !!

2009-01-18T14:22:52Z

going to 1st IO interview tmr !!! wish me good luck!!

Andrea is keeping her fingers crossed !!!!!

japan pics..........

2009-01-17T16:45:28Z

japan pics

2009-01-17T16:23:51Z

old pictures in japan a yr plus ago

belated 21st bday !!!

2009-01-17T16:01:59Z

I noe it is like sooo late!!! but ps i just noe how to upload!!

Level 6 girls !!!

Mmmmm yummy cake !!!

belated photos

2009-01-17T15:56:33Z

Dolling up to welcome 2009!
KTV- Crazed babes hahah!! bhb

Mmmmmm...........

2009-01-17T13:35:02Z

Just got my frm a delicious dinner with my folks. i tell u i am totally addicted to sambal kangkong!!!! heart it totally!

Anw i got an interview lined up for me on this coming Mon,   wish me good luck kk peeps!!! CNY is ard the corner

got my clothes frm bugis village! Totally heart that place man !!! all cheap clothes !   Well guys to those that have

yet to get their CNY clothes. DO SO NOW !!!! what are u guys waiting for? those inexpensive and nice clothes

are snapping up every second as u read this post !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heee guess i am being a bit drama today. Anw gotta go and do some readings for my electives modules.

Yes my electives with an S, plural. Guess wat ? it is an elective sem for me with only 2 core-electives related to my

course with all the other modules requring me to run ard like some lost lamb in south spine   Grrrrrr......

Well enough rambling..... back to my readings............ So long peeps

just another tot ................

2009-01-13T17:50:31Z

i know this is gonna sound very contradicting but here goes... I long to see to him but yet at the same time i feel

that it is best that we do not cross path again. Now Now i am not getting emo here, dun worry guys this is just

like any other normal post.

Well anw back to the topic, y would i say that ?? true i yearn to see him but yet the sight of him is hazardous to me

as it plants seeds of false hopes that threaten to trap me into a never ending cycle of foolish, dillusioned tots, it

seemed like pulling me into a winding dark tunnel where i keep walking, unknown of the destination and

never reach there, crippling the vein in my heart that i keep on closing in the process. However, i just dunno y, the

sight of him just sends a wave of euphoria into my rebellious heart, like how a kid feel when he is stuffing his

face with candies knowing that they will get him into trouble with his mom, but yet he still feels satisfied doing

it.

is it a Fate decree that i am meant to bump into him here and there but i can only exist as an admiring audience

frm far? If not for the french textbook that my fren so carelessly left behind, i wouldn't have bumped into him

after a long period of time, it would never have spark off the series of dillusioned tots that set me wishing

and yearning to see him again, like a kid demanding for more presents for Christmas. Still fate was kind, giving

in to my whims and whine, granting my wishes as i bumped into him time and time again. ya happy as i feel

i gotta wake up, time to check the definition of realistic in the dictionary. I am no longer the kid that can have wat

i want, though pampered by fate. Yue sien or rather Andrea gotta noe her limitations. i certainly dun even qualify to

like him. fyi in case, u guys are picturing a prince charming,you got it all wrong, this is not a rip off from

"CInderella". Prince Charming might not always turns out to be the best though they are the most marketable in

terms of packaging . A struggling knight can be more desirable than a Prince at times.

Anw back to what i was saying, ya hazardous as he is, but being able to bring a moment of euphoria to me, but

i got to stop that drug, need to check into rehab ASAP! i wouldn't want a repeat of the pain that happened 2 yrs

ago. A year has passed since he disappeared frm my life, touching on the subject on him is like a strict taboo

to me , trying my best to avoid any news of him frm common frens, but deep inside nestled a curosity dying to

break loose if it loses control

Painful the decision is , i am no longer gonna hope to see him anymore. yes to 2 of my dearest frens, faus and

fel, thanks for all ur support and encouragement, standing by me no matter what decision i made, even if it

is a decision that will lead to a condescending glare. true a coward as i am, afraid to fight for wat i want as

i do not even have the courage to face him.

A failure ? welll i don noe all i noe now is that i just wanna get my 2nd lower Honours and spend my time with my
family and friends as these are my concerns now

chun0025 @ 2008-12-14T15:14:00

2008-12-14T07:29:20Z

Was tidying my drawer for like the 1st time since like 6, 7 years. cannot really remember properly but oh ya stumbled through stuff that was like ages ago.

It was like a trip down memory lane. All my secondary school stuff and all, all the assignment, memos by teachers etc.

Stumbled across a particularly interesting memo written by my Additional Mathematics teacher . A very long memo i would say. Was met with a gush of good old sec sch days as i read the memo once more. Now i know why people remain closest to their sec sch !

Memories of hanging out at compasspoint to nua, gossiping, talking rubbish, getting into mischief, running away frm the prying eyes of teachers when we went to the malls in the school uniform. Simple it seemed but it was one of my happiest moments in life.

Seriously speaking, CVSS might not be the best in the area like Xinmin, nor it is as prestigious like Hua Chong or Raffles, even when people go CVSS? huh? in NTU, i am still proud of the school and happy of my academic "roots"

y? It has seen me through the worst periods of my adolescent years where caring teachers always willing to lend a listening ear, wonderful, special friendships for life, a liberal yet strict culture and the encouragement it gave me that made me who i am today.

Nobody would even guess that 14 years ago, a girl who almost faced death was so full of life now, lining a life as she so desired. Nobody would have guess that the same strciken with her illness as she struggles with her studies in primary school would make it to university.

Priceless is i would say of what CVSS have given me. CVSS is like a tattoo imprinted on my heart , i always have her

still alive and kicking after exams

2008-12-08T12:58:43Z

hey folks
just wanna say that iam still alive and kicking despite the hectic and killer exams. it must be the worst exam

period in NTU. So happy to be alive !!!!! i actually walked out of the exam hall in 1 piece !!!!

Anway have been to driving lessons of late. Hope to clear all my lessons before the school term start !!!

Yue Sien wants exams to be over

2008-10-19T12:38:56Z

I soooo want exams to be over can ?   Gosh i am dying to go for my sentosa outing, timbre outing, frens 21st

birthday bash. Waiting waiting ..................   In the meantime, i am wondering how will be my hall halloween party

will be like ........................

random

2008-10-06T13:37:36Z

Just a tot , what yuesien really wish now is for this sem to end ASAP. Horrible sem, horrible sch schedule

Crazy quizes and Ridiculous exam schedule. I hate it darn darn darn . pls stop can ? sianz i wanna go out

Miss my happy and free time in yr 1 where i can still have time to meet up with my sec sch frens and chill and nua

now i simply don have time for everything. Someone pls jio me to go pubbing where i can enjoy the live band and

the delicious food ahhhhhhh or to ktv where i can sing my heart away or to supper where i can sink my teeth to all

the delicious bites. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh pls save me frm the agony of my books. But pls pls dun ask me to club

sick of it alr. i simply just dun have the interest to go

ok enuff of ranting back to my books again sianz